Thoughts from a Mendoza Cafe

Mendoza, Cafe, Afternoon

  1. I declare Mendoza, perhaps unfairly, to be a dirty and ugly city, no matter its proximity to fertile land and fantastic bodegas. I do not love it.
  2. I did love Buenos Aires as a place to settle and explore and work and receive visitors. There are wonderful people, a glorious array of fine restaurants, interesting neighborhoods, parks, art, public transit... and on and on and on. Still I do not love it, not with the depth required to make Buenos Aires a home.
  3. I enjoyed a much-needed vegetarian lunch buffet at Azahares on Alem 46. I have to hope that avoiding enormous piles of steak will improve my health at least a little bit. Oh, and perhaps I should drink less wine.
  4. I will not cut my hair until I return to Seattle. There, I said it. (Eric, look for a dirty hippie in Ecuador.)
  5. I will return to Seattle between June 12th and 15th. I will be home in about six weeks.
  6. No matter this trip and its stunning vistas, no matter my uncertain future and family location, I still think about Seattle as home. A week-long visit from Dave clarified this matter entirely.
    Home = Seattle
  7. If I had to be alone in a city in South America, I wish that city were Sucre. Mendoza does not quite cut it. I think I will leave here after a week or so and spend some time in Chile.
  8. I am now accepting applications for the privilege of my renting a room in your house.
    In Capitol Hill.
    With a puppy allowed.
  9. If Claire's two-week-long visit clarified any matter it is my desire to have a dog posthaste. I think I am ready to plan the remains of 2010 around an adorable puppy. See also Fuck Yeah Dogs.
  10. I feel like crap, and the internet here is not particularly speedy. Back to the hotel, I suppose?

Excerpts from The Elegance of the Hedgehog

What do I say here: please read The Elegance of the Hedgehog by Muriel Barbery. Just so. This novel is heartbreaking and beautiful and—dare I say it—perfect. I offer my sincerest thanks to Claire for having carried the book from San Francisco and to Syd for having lent it to Claire.

I will offer little context or description for better that you discover its depths on your own. May the following suffice: I wept in its conclusion. No matter your reply—“Drew, you cry at everything! Evidence: An American Tail”—Hedgehog is truly poignant.

From Paloma:

But if, in our world, there is any chance of becoming the person you haven't yet become … will I know how to seize that chance, turn my life into a garden that will be completely different from my forebears'?

From Renée:

This pause in time, within time … When did I first experience the exquisite sense of surrender that is possible only with another person? The peace of mind one experiences on one's own, one's certainty of self in the serenity of solitude, are nothing in comparison to the release and openness and fluency one shares with another, in close companionship …

Enjoy!


Buenos Días, Buenos Aires

When do I engage the present? When do I embrace that which is happening right right now with its hand in my face and its stink all up in my snoz? Right. When in the history of humankind will I finish processing photographs from three weeks ago and declare fit for consumption some narrative so long stewed it no longer resembles more than mush?

Now.

Katie just stuck her head out onto the balcony and asked me if I want toast. I do not want toast. I want instead to drink this coffee and sit shivering on the morning balcony (despite the llama-patterned alpaca-wool socks on my feet and the puffy down Patagonia jacket on my, um, torso).

April 23, 2010

Katie is my lovely roommate in this here 5th floor Palermo apartment. Katie is the the sister of a longtime friend, a man some may know as Charlie and others as Chuck. Before that Thursday evening, April 1st, when we arrived to receive our keys for the month, Katie and I had never met. Faith! And well placed, because we're great and this apartment is great and wow, seriously, Buenos Aires!

Katie and Sunset

That is a sunset. Now is morning. Now is when Claire Fisher Scott, my dear dear friend, sleeps still and dreams perhaps of a certain husband arriving in just a few hours. I hope my hands warm up by then so I can give Whit appropriately awesome high-fives.

Claire and I have been spending a relaxed week since she arrived to visit on Sunday. We have been eating much delicious and drinking much wine; we have been laying in the afternoon by the heated pool in my apartment courtyard. She has been putting up graciously with my need to bill hours. We met new friends from the States, saw a hippie drum show, visited a cross between Disneyland and Bourbon Street, and purchased and destroyed so many galletitas from the bakery around the corner.

Claire at Club Zarate

Claire, Whit and I will travel tomorrow to Bariloche for three days in the lakes region, northern Patagonia. I will make good use of my Patagonia gear—thank you, Sarah—as it is already epically cold down there. And by that I mean 30 degrees Fahrenheit.

We will return to greet so joyously Dave! Zucker! Have I mentioned that I love my friends? Have I mentioned that I will have three particularly pleasing ones here in Argentina with me? Morning, life, how brightly you shine on this ugly hospital ventilation system on which my gaze rests from my balcony!

The leaves are falling in Buenos Aires. Autumn is sharply, crisply here and winter is coming. I will escape north ahead of the freeze to Mendoza and then Peru and then Ecuador. Eric and I will surf for a week—SURFING—in Ecuador. And then I might, you know, be flying back... home... to Seattle. What home, what city: only Buenos Aires for now. No one is even awake on the West Coast yet.

Buenos días, Buenos Aires. Good morning, all. Now, what was I doing again?

Feliz


101 and Counting

On Sunday January 3rd, I received a totally reasonable haircut from—get this—the Supercuts in North Beverly, across the street from Texaco and the 128 on-ramp. Oh, life!

January 4, 2010

On the morning of January 4th, I waited in the Miami airport and ate guava pastries. Brittney had arrived back in San Francisco that morning from Hawaii to find a package from me containing one DarkHorse Rainbow Pony fuzzy wristband. We exchanged photos of said wristbands, hers and mine, over airport wifi.

And then I flew to Costa Rica and then I took one hundred more morning photographs of my most important subject.

January 8, 2010

Sometimes I was not wearing a shirt. Frequently I had a cup of coffee. This was... is... Morning Carlos.

January 27, 2010

February 5, 2010

With changing light and backdrop, I would be hard pressed to measure my increasing and then declining tan. I forgot to flex my bicep in every single one so that's a bust, too. But my hair! Oh, my hair!

February 12, 2010

February 26, 2010

March 9, 2010

March 4, 2010

Go go go!

March 15, 2010

March 24, 2010

Oh, there it is.

April 10, 2010

April 16, 2010

Super Saiyan? Probably. Glorious? Definitely. Now, what to do with it... to cut or not to cut?

And, perhaps more importantly, when I finish this trip, to what song will I set the slideshow of all my portraits? Is there any song anyone knows, preferably a slow jam, called "I am so totally in love with myself (or maybe that's the coffee talking)?"

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Imagine me, please, singing this to myself.


Recollections of Sucre

Orange roofs and white walls were enough. A week was not enough.

Iglesia La Merced

Sucre was gorgeous and peaceful and just right. I stayed in a little hotel called Hostal de Su Merced and drank fresh orange and carrot juice every morning at breakfast. I worked from my hotel room and from cafes. I wandered the lovely city and met two new friends from New York City.

La Recoleta

Corinne and Susan

I ate well in Sucre. El Huerto offered a peaceful courtyard dining experience and perfect renditions of typical Bolivian dishes—I had Picante de Pollo. La Taverne was a welcome dining contrast, being the restaurant run by l'Alliance Française. For 42 Bs ($6), I was nearly defeated by a veritable tower of filet mignon wrapped in bacon, with mushroom and wine sauce.

At the other end of the spectrum, at least by price standards in Bolivia, were Pension el Marfil and Siete Lunares. I happened upon the pension one day when I was quite hungry and yearning a bit for the Cochabamba family lunches of soup and segundo. For 12 Bs, I received soup and a drink, then rice, potato, beet salad, steak and a fried egg. Naturally.

Lunch at a Pension

Still, one of my favorite lunches in Sucre was even simpler. Chorizo. Sausage... and some bread and salad and a passion fruit soda. So greasy, so authentic, so good. Siete Lunares is particularly well known for their chorizo and they did not disappoint at all. Furthermore, they sit just outside the market, so I completed the meal with a fresh chirimoya juice from within. Yum.

Chorizo a Siete Lunares

Sucre has an interesting balance of culture and people. Founded by Spain in 1538, Ciudad de la Plata de la Nueva Plata was the original home of the rich and educated who moved away from the mines in Potosí. The city was eventually renamed for revolutionary hero Antonio José de Sucre and served as the home of Bolivian independence. In fact, Sucre is the constitutional capital of Bolivia, although no significant business is done there now. Still, the combination of universities, historical significance, natural and architectural beauty, and Bolivian prices draws in a fair number of foreign students and travelers. Having lived only in Santa Cruz and Cochabamba prior, I was surprised by the volume of gringos.

But no doubt existed that I was still in Bolivia. To wit, I was lucky to be in Sucre when the entire youth population turned out to celebrate the arrival of Don Bosco's remains—he is venerated for having revolutionized the education system in South America. People go NUTS.

Día de Don Bosco en Sucre

Yes, that is a glass coffin. And, no, I have never seen so many people in a church.

Día de Don Bosco en Sucre

I visited La Casa de la Libertad and was offended by (1) the guide's repetition of everything in Spanish and English and (2) his tendency to touch, repeatedly and consistently, all the historical artifacts. Still, here was the the birth of the nation!

Casa de la Libertad

I worked well in Sucre, whether in my hotel room or on Joyride Cafe's ("No solo para gringos") faster connection... or with no connection at all, above the city at Cafe Gourmet La Mirador, off La Recoleta. I sat outside in an uncomfortable wooden folding chair at a thick slab of rock (also known as a table) and ordered espresso and licuados and eventually beer. I considered the city and I pecked away at code on my laptop.

Working Hard

I won at life. Ahhh...

When my laptop is out of power...

Vista de la Recoleta


Closing Time in Bolivia

All good things must end. One must always return to the source. So it goes. Wipe your nose.

From Hostal de Su Merced Roof

I am back in Santa Cruz for a limited engagement, having flown in from Sucre on Saturday. I leave Bolivia on Thursday for Buenos Aires, Argentina. I will be, for the first time on this trip, entering a country so far unknown to me.

Driving Altiplano to Potosí

Where have I been? Wait, shoot, right: where have I been? I went from Santa Cruz to Cochabamba to Sucre to Potosí to Sucre to La Paz and there I reunited with Trina, out and about on her own southern adventure. We kicked around La Paz. We rode mountain bikes down the world's most dangerous road, known affectionately as "La Carretera de Muerte." We visited Lake Titicaca and La Isla del Sol and La Paz again and Uyuni and its surrounding wonders and then to Potosí and Sucre. And I am here and she is there and soon we will be elsewhere.

Plaza Murillo

I love Bolivia. Am I surprised? No... well, maybe a tiny bit. I would not say that Bolivia has a particularly strong reputation with people from the United States. Before Christmas, I was in Elliott Bay Book Company at the checkout and I said something in passing, to my companion or the cashier, regarding my upcoming time in Bolivia. Another customer, head on a swivel, turned abruptly to me and demanded if I was scared for my life to go there. No, no I was not: Bolivia is not all cocaleros and Scarface, actually.

Making me chirimoya juice

Still, what did I expect? I truly had no idea—I had not been here in twenty years. I was caught a bit off-guard by the incredible warmth and hospitality of my family here. And I was not prepared, at all, for the wealth and diversity of the land and culture. Dude: this country has salteñas and chorizo and it has rustic little islands that would be just as well at home in the Mediterranean, you know, if not for all the llamas and 12,000 feet of elevation. What a wonderful thing, to have passed two months and discovered that I actually love Bolivia, my father's homeland.

Carlos Overlooking Sucre

I am not sure that I could ever live here permanently but I hold no uncertainty that I will be sad to leave, and that I will return. Bolivia visit: success!

Trust I will be featuring many more specific stories from Bolivia as I work through my backlog of photographs.


A Good Day in Cochabamba

How do I even begin with this day?

The day was Thursday the 4th of March in the year 2010.

I love Cochabamba. It happened suddenly—that morning, I think, in fact, yes. I love Cochabamba. I don't know how to describe this sentiment really. I don't even know how to describe this city fully. But it's a good city.

I put a good amount of pavement under my feet that day and the day previous. Perhaps I was finally connected?

Plaza Colon

Mi tia drove me a bit into town, on her way to art class, and then I walked a good length of blocks to reach la Plaza Colon, stopping to photograph whatever and walk my forehead into a low-hanging branch. I considered blonde, naked mermaid mosaics in a fountain and visited a gorgeous church. I installed myself at Cafe Casablanca for orange-carrot juice, cappuccino, laptop work and a friendly connection with Nima. He was wearing a Red Sox cap; he is Iranian and has family in Boston and a brother in Tehran and two years of residency in Bolivia. We chatted about the relative merits of countries and government and he offered me the cookies baked there, in this Italian-founded cafe. What a small, wondrous world.

I caught a taxi to my cousins' house for lunch, joining Mauricio, Nicole, Natalia, Pablo and, of course, mi tia Tuti. They served me richly, of course: salteñas, menudino, pan, and a delicious meringue, whipped cream and strawberry cake. They offered insight on Bolivia and brilliant recommendations for my time in other parts. I took photographs; we said our goodbyes.

Familia

Mauricio dropped me off at la casa de Simón Patiño. The mine tycoon was at once one of the five wealthiest people in the world. He and his wife were building a new house in Cochabamba but, sadly, the house was never completed before he died. After his death, and the passing of his family's time in the house, it became a museum and the seat of an arts foundation. There was beautiful (modern) Bolivian sculpture all throughout the grounds and in a special exhibition within the house.

Casa de Simón Patiño

Casa de Simón Patiño

I saw a piece of art there and the image and title of this work were a not-so-metaphorical representation of recent events in my life. And I laughed in joy and surprise: I felt stronger for the first time.

The house closed at four o'clock, so I walked down to la Recoleta for a refreshing maricuya frozen at Juice'Zen. See, Mauricio and some associates started an ice cream franchise—this specific shop was owned and run by his mother. I then called the cab company and secured a dedicated driver for the next few hours of my afternoon.

El taxista picked me up at la Recoleta and we were off—he drove me first to Cristo de la Concordia. I had gone the Sunday before, wanting the chance to climb inside Jesus, which you can only do on Sundays (duh), but was completely thwarted by the rain. I could neither climb inside nor see a damn thing of the city.

Cristo por la lluvia

But I was back and it was a beautiful day.

Cristo de la Concordia is the tallest statue of Jesus in the world, beating out Rio by a few meters. He sits atop a hill in the middle of the city, with gorgeous views of everything in the surrounding valley. I was more than happy to sit and walk in the sun, considering the huge friggin' statue and the changing light and vistas of Cochabamba.

Cristo de la Concordia

Cristo de la Concordia

Dino Jesus

I considered staying for the sunset but there was limited light remaining for my final stop.

I was heading to Calle Carlos d'Avis.

So, my name is Carlos Andrés d'Avis. This is a good name. This was the name of the father of my father—mi abuelo, who tragically died when my father, Federico, was quite young. But Señor d'Avis was a famous doctor in Bolivia and once even the mayor of Cochabamba. He lived a good life, maybe even a great life? So he has a street; it's only three blocks long. How long is your street? You don't have a street? That's what I thought.

El taxista found it without problem—I had, in fact, been there once before, late at night with Mauricio, but without my camera or sufficient light to photograph. I walked around my street—the street of my namesake and grandfather—and I felt connected. Here was proof of my life and of the history of our family and of the lasting impression and memory of a bit of good work.

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I was leaving Cochabamba the next day. I had a sight or so to see, and mi Tio Carlos y Tia Ida with whom to lunch, but I felt that I had found my heart of Cochabamba. I was happy and I was triumphant and it was a good day in Cochabamba.